Erinnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

so im leaving

later im getting on a plane to newyork to leave my love behind for eleven days to go see me bestfriend sarah and her two silly sisters(: . im finnaly reunited with her<3. but im going to cry leaving koreys house tommroow to say goodbye to himm and only him<3 . imm gunna miss everyone i CARE about<3 -korey, melanie, sarah boro, ian{kinda hah}, charleen, thats mainly who i see the most<3.

i love tiffany<3

daymnitstiff (11:25:36 PM): ERINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN, do you love me?

erinnnkayyy (11:27:03 PM): no no no, im IN LOVE WITH YOUU <3

daymnitstiff (11:27:30 PM): good because YOU MAKE ME EXTRA EXTRA HAPPY <3

erinnnkayyy (11:27:47 PM): hahaa you always put a big smile on my face(:

my baby.

i have no clue what i would do if i lost korey. hes everything to me. everything he says to me makes me love him more and more and more each and everyday. he makes me the happest i ever been. i never met someone like him before. i miss him all the time, even if i just saw him. but his parent are always assholy and barely let me see him -.- . i love him way to much to ever let him go. i love you korey heineman, i love you most! and you should belive i do cuz i just wrote a pharagraph bout you<3.

im wondering?

Where would i be in life right now, if i didnt met this certin person. there always there for me, never disagree with me, never had a fight, always took my side even if it was wrong, make my life worth living, make me laugh, make me get out of the house, we always had fun, help me understand things, smarter then me, new the right desistions for me. they taught me the meaning of pain when they left. and to think everyday they were only 20 fett away, now there 20000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 feet away, and i barely talk to them as much as i did, i had to find a new person to tell everything to, i didnt know what to do with my life, i was making BAD desicstions, i was getting hurt alot, i was not understaning stuff, i was stuck at home alot, i changed completly. from a lil girl who did nothing wronge to a girl who does bad shit but hides it and gets in trouble sometimes. i just cant wait untill july 13 maybe my old life will come back to me? i miss you sarah more then anything<3.